Should I kill myself or everyone around me?
I've never been one to fulfill my promises
The amount of pain I go through daily is astounding
I want the world to burn at my fucking feet
I want to make the people on this Earth suffer
I refuse to be alone in my despair and pain
What is the point of caring for someone else
When I know that I have nothing to gain?
Call me a selfish piece of shit all you want
This is how I've been raised to think
I'm only just now learning this mindset's wrong
Lies, lies, lies, spoon fed to me as a kid
I'm not normal, I'm a fucking freak
I deserve mortal wounds upon me
And yet I know I shouldn't have been beat
Crying in rage, all I can do is scream